It's the best feeling in the world damnit. I'm glad it's back. Things seem to be starting and getting in shape. Yeah! :D

You are "The Bride", you're the women who
was screwed over by her friends and boss, Bill,
and you know seek revenge without any fear.


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Weekend Update With Your Host....... Me.

Friday got Big Al out of the hospital drove him and his uncle to their homes, took the bus. Went home. Had dinner on Friday's because I deserve it. ;) Bought some mags. Went home.

Saturday watched Runaway Jury, really cool flick. Went to the radio station to promote an upcoming show. Angelito bought the 17 inch Mac laptop. What a sweet machine. Check it out here. Had lots of fun with the people there. Came home and downloaded Daryl's cool track "Complete Happiness". Fun and very cute sounding. Reminded me of early Art of Noise. Chatted with him for a while and also chatted with my friend.

Her roommate came home so she had to logoff and we call each other via cellphone. Had a long conversation and well I confirmed that we're seriously attracted to each other but we're taking it carefully. It's cool to feel good about someone again. To feel that life is somewhat good and that someone out there shares the same feeling. Lovely.

Also chatted with Rose. I hope her business takes off. I want to buy some scents off her.

Sunday. Got a job interview on Monday. Bring it On baby.

Elliot Smith died at 34. Deppression. Drugs. Suicide. He wrote two songs that I really like "Miss Misery" and "Needle In The Hay". Here are the lyrics for the second one.

Your hand on his arm
the hay stack charm around your neck
strung out and thin
calling some friend trying to cash some check
he's acting dumb
that's what you've come to expect
needle in the hay
needle in the hay
needle in the hay
needle in the hay
he's wearing yr clothes
head down to toes a reaction to you
you say you know what he did
but you idiot kid
you don't have a clue
sometimes they just get caught in the eye
you're pulling him through
needle in the hay
needle in the hay
needle in the hay
needle in the hay
now on the bus
nearly touching this dirty retreat
falling out 6th and powell a dead sweat in my teeth
gonna walk walk walk
four more blocks plus the one in my brain
down downstairs to the man
he's gonna make it all OK
i can't beat myself
i can't beat myself
and i don't want to talk
i'm taking the cure so i can be quiet
whenever i want
so leave me alone
you ought to be proud that i'm getting good marks
needle in the hay
needle in the hay
needle in the hay
needle in the hay

Aside from that woke up with a feeling of longing for this friend of mine that I'm talking to. She's really nice and sweet. I woke up today wishing she was here by my side. I mean I'm human and all, but the motive is not entirely sexual. I just wish she was by my side. That badly eh?

Anyway i'm off to see the doctor today and check out on my friend.

I haven't posted in days. I'm supposed to be looking for jobs but I've been busy helping a friend in need. Since early Monday Morning my best friend Big Al has been in the hospital. High blood pressure and an apendectomy. His girl doesn't know how to drive and his family rarely if ever, sees him. So I took it upon myself to make sure he's ok. Stay by his side. Things have been hectic and also another friend at my former job is being harassed by one of my former supervisors. She's documenting everything. I hope she has a case and sues the fuck outta them. V's going through some rough stuff as well. At least I still make her laugh. I'm just counting down the days until Halloween so I can party my ass off without a fucking care in the world. Meanwhile, I'm hanging tough.

28 Days Later in DVD rawks. Decent remake of the Texas Chainsaw Massaccre. Nothing like the original though, but man Jessica Biel's top should win an Oscar. Right.

Don't miss Mystic River. Looking forward to watch Runaway Jury because I've always wanted to see a movie with Gene Hackman and John Cusack.

Ok ramblers, let's get ramblin'.

Went out last night with Priscilla for some serious bar hopping, band watching, dancing and all-around mayhem. She's the ultimate and perfect clubmate. We drank, danced and had fun. Then we went to pick up her husband, who was taking pictures in a fancy posh hotel party. I really appreciate the fact that Mario thinks highly enough of me to know that I wouldn't do anything to his wife. Pri and I've been friends for ages and we've gone dancing together for as long as we've known each other. We had fun, watched this killer band called ExpLab. I think they've got some stuff at http://www.mp3.com/explab and they fookin' rock. Anyway, came home in the morning. Just woke up, so if you'll excuse me..........

there are some things i'd really would like to talk about, but these dont have to do with me, so i better keep them. i just hate it when things happen to people i care about.

Checking out dynebolic. A really cool GNU/Linux distro with a multimedia emphasis. Downloading it as we speak. Will tell you what comes out of it. Not using KDE or a Gnome OS, so it'll be an interesting learning curve.

Dreams. Desire. This heat. My sweat. Fever induced? Feeling her next to me. Naked. Savage. Building our rhythm. Inside her. Her wetness. Her taste. Her tongue, her neck, the smell of her hair. I feel it increasing until we both explode. We lose consciousness. Floating. Dream-like. I see the past. I see what could've been. I lose myself in those states. Anything but the present. Anything but here. Slowly I return. Very slowly. Best comedown I've had in a while. I glimpse at the future we've never had. Acceptance.
i....
wake......
up......

Being that since I'm supposed to be a media whore, here's some cross seling for you. So buy some music or visit our outlet hell for some cool articles so you can be all that you can be..... or something........

Surfing through Alleykat.net stumbled upon a little linkylink and I found out that:

"Your soul is worth £8524. For your peace of mind, 83% of people have a purer soul than you. Get your quote here. "

Um. So my soul is worth almost $17,000.00 US. Woot! Cash in now, honey. Cash in nowwwwwwwwwww. Cash in now babyyyyyyy.....

So this is the part when I'm feeling fine and I think, you know, that things are happening. Except on my job. I hate my job. I hate it even more when some bullshit from some stupid manager (not even my supervisor) doesn't allow me my fucking monthly bonus. Ok, so I just calmly wait for my supervisor to discuss the situation. He is fucking stalling. So I calmly get up from my desk, log out, get my ID badge and my headset and leave it with Mission Control. The poor girl gives me this look of "What Happened?". I tell her "It's not you, babe." Poor thing. She's cool and all that, but unfortunately I don't like getting paid for sitting down and hear people bitch and moan about their cellphone service without that extra incentive which is my bonus, in which I deserve every fucking penny of it. Fuck them up their stupid asses. Not me. Not in this life. Besides, with my skills I *know* I'll make my paper in no time. Fuck it.

Anyway, besides that little incident, I'm happy. Am I in a manic state? Nah. It's just this thing with my friend. She cheers me up. Very much so. I look forward to see her on Halloween. Yeah.

BTW Happy Dia De La Raza aka Columbus Day aka some weird Italian Guy in some Spanish Ships Came, Took Over, Killed The Natives, Stole The Gold and then some other Italian guy got all the territory he "discovered" named after him. Or something.

It also happens to be my parent's anniversary. 37 years. Damn.

Oi! Got some good news from Garageband. Go to http://www.rojoynegro.tk to find out damnit!!!!!!!

aside from remembering my exchange with the good doc on friday and learning about my friend, i'm kinda happy now. at least content. i can breathe easier. talking to a friend whom we've been friends for a while now. she's brilliant. doing her practice in a hospital. she also lives on the other side of the island, but we've never met in person and she's probably coming over to the area in halloween. our little tete a tetes and phonecalls are funny. we like each other, but we're taking it real slow. i don't have any expectations except for good conversation and good company. one can always hope for the best, but these things take time. i don't want to blow it. she makes me happy and laugh. that's good enough for me these days. she's a breath of fresh air. i like that. i can only be hopeful, do right. then again, hope is my heroin.

reading v's blog. i hope she's fine. i'll check and see how she's doing. she's a really cool kittycat and i wish her the best.

what can i say? went to the doctor's and starting to get into a nice little regimen to take care of things. rain pouring down non-stop in the last 48 hours. heard some bad news about one of my friends. there's a monkey on his back and it won't let go. fuck. but he's the only one capable of getting out of his hole. i just want to be there for him and help him, but can only get rid of that particular monkey. godspeed.

starting to produce a radio and a website for a friend. let's see how we can do this, but i'll be getting a new computer on this deal. let' work it out.

zonkboard being no longer free, so adios zonkboard.

if i could get a little sleep everything would be just perfect. the day went down fast and i made some good calls today. if everyday went like that except my days off, i'd be a very happy camper. aside from that, checking out some stuff and going to the doctor's next week.

Hi. Changed the Linux distro on the computer to Mepis Linux. Why? Well it joins Morphix and Knoppix in ease of use but the clincher here is the ease of communication, let's just leave it at that. Also this one is more secure, so that's cool too. Find it at http://www.mepis.org

Finally got around to watch the Scarface DVD. Pristine. Beautifully restored. So I can see Al Pacino cuss his heart out in full color.

Tomorrow I'm going to visit a doctor to basically take care of some issues. Also gonna check out those volunteering opportunities. Make myself useful.

I guess I should cut my hair and my beard......naaaaaaah fuck it. Interesting opportunity to work with one of my buddies on his multimedia onslaught. Wheeeeeee!

Aside from that, I'd rather enjoy what's left of my two days off.

last night i witnessed one of the best shows in my life. at least in puerto rico.
the mars volta played last night and oh, it was beautiful. fucking prog rawk for the 21st century devoid of pretention. 5 guys playing their hearts out with wild abandon. they sure played. it was good, awesome, terrific.

and scarface is out on dvd, you fucking cockroackes.