aside from remembering my exchange with the good doc on friday and learning about my friend, i'm kinda happy now. at least content. i can breathe easier. talking to a friend whom we've been friends for a while now. she's brilliant. doing her practice in a hospital. she also lives on the other side of the island, but we've never met in person and she's probably coming over to the area in halloween. our little tete a tetes and phonecalls are funny. we like each other, but we're taking it real slow. i don't have any expectations except for good conversation and good company. one can always hope for the best, but these things take time. i don't want to blow it. she makes me happy and laugh. that's good enough for me these days. she's a breath of fresh air. i like that. i can only be hopeful, do right. then again, hope is my heroin.

reading v's blog. i hope she's fine. i'll check and see how she's doing. she's a really cool kittycat and i wish her the best.