"oh it's the last time
oh it's the last time
and i've never met anyone
quite like you before"
new order - temptation

life imitates art.
watched "swept away" with her. it was kinda funny and it wasn't as bad as i thought.
afterwards it came. the sailor wasn't the only one dumped last night.
she wanted us to be just friends. i respect her decision and i thank her for her honesty. i wish her the best.
i don't regret anything about it. i gave it a shot for what is worth.
even in this heat, the world feels a bit cold now.
i just wish that i get to meet someone as cool, nice, caring as you. and that it works out.
i also wish that the tears would stop. even though i knew what was coming and that i wouldn't cry over this anymore.
i guess i did want her badly. it was nice being SUFARI for a while. btw, it means Someone U Fuck At Regular Intervals.
I say this without anger or any negative connotations. I just thought the acronym was cool.

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last minute gig last night. it was fun. tested some new songs. before that i was reeling from the effects of friday night. but once i ate something and started playing, i was fine.