It's one of those days when even though you went to bed early, you wake up too son, get little or no sleep, and your day is full of work since you wake up. Calls from J. bring much needed cheer. At least we call each other. That's good. I miss her smile, her kisses, her hugs and her warmth. Yes, I'm quite a non-conformist, sue me. "Chango!", she'd say. "Guilty as charged", says I smiling. I want you to know how grateful I am that you're around, babe.