I rolled the dice
I took my chances
I crashed
and burned
Too eager
Too much
Too soon

Allow me to wallow in enough self-pity until I'm fed up and angry enough to snap out of it. I'll wait a bit to see how things turn out, but being the realistic motherfucker that I am, I basically blew it.

She said it's her fault, not mine. I share some of the blame though.

She said the world needs more people like me. I only want one person.

Somebody please get me something to dull the pain. I don't want to feel anything today.

Aside from that, lunch was great, playing pool was fun and the company was superb despite the circumstances.