broken
bruised
beaten
another scar
another girl
another name
another day
another year
another reminder
another sign
the walls close
the air gets heavy
and hard to breathe
outside the sky does my crying
sometimes a tear goes down my left cheek
i feel everything
i feel nothing
i just stopped bothering
today i stopped caring
i just wished today i could just stop
stop feeling
stop breathing
just. stop.
silence
stillness
quiet.