so yeah i survived st. valentine's. it could've been worse in some ways but i had a good time. drank some, had some fun. gave her some small tokens of appreciation which were some cause of concern to her. she things i expect something in return. i don't. we have our thing in our own terms. the only thing i expect from this, is to be honest about it. if she meets someone else, i just want her to tell me and that's it. being around her helps me and gives me some sanity.

finished reading "pattern recognition". interesting. i think i'll give my copy to dave for him to read. watched "daredevil" last night. colin farrell steals the show but it was alright.

ok here's a little thing i made for st. valentine's.

"fuck cupid"
curve - signals and alibis
david bowie - heroes
dog faced hermans - love is the heart of everything (live)
godspeed you black emperor! - the dead flag blues
leonard cohen - i'm your man
migala - la espera
nick cave & the bad seeds - stranger than kindness
pj harvey & thom yorke - this mess we're in
recoil - want
these immortal souls - so the story goes
tricky - christiansands
wolfgang press - raintime