I'm very restless and about to have a fit, a breakdown, I don't know. Very sleepless too. Things need to be done and I'm procastrinating. I need a new job. They're cutting down my hours and it's not that I don't need the bloody money. I'm so tired of this. Part of me wants to go to PR but that's unnacceptable too. I am going to NYC but I'm not expecting a picnic. So once I get back from work today hopefully calls will be made, laundry will be made, research will be done. Now if I can somehow get some fucking sleep.....