Ok so I haven't posted for 24 hours. Things have changed a bit. In a good way, for a change. Last night I cried for quite a bit. But it was good tears. A much needed release. The better part of it was, that this time there was someone at the other end of the line listening. I'm starting to go out with this woman. She's refreshing, she's funny and witty. We are starting to see each other and seeing what's gonna come out of it. No one has mentioned the 'r' or the 'l' word, but there is comfort in each other's company. That's a bloody good start.

Big gig tonight. Hope I make it out awake. :D

If you ever read this, thank you. I feel alive again.