Wired News: Wisconsin, New York Unplug Matrix
Wired News: Wisconsin, New York Unplug Matrix Yeah but five states of the original thirteen who signed up are still in it. The Matrix has some of you biatches!
Wired News: Darpa's Far-Out Dreams on Display
Wired News: Darpa's Far-Out Dreams on Display
"I can see the future
and it makes me wish
that I was blind" - Snog "The Future"
"I can see the future
and it makes me wish
that I was blind" - Snog "The Future"
Wired News: Webcasters to Report and Pay
Wired News: Webcasters to Report and Pay
Sure. Let the big corporate cocksucking companies that peddle dumb inducing mindless pablum that pollute the web pay their share, but please leave the small independent and or educational webcasters alone! Pretty please?
Sure. Let the big corporate cocksucking companies that peddle dumb inducing mindless pablum that pollute the web pay their share, but please leave the small independent and or educational webcasters alone! Pretty please?
Slashdot | MPAA Puts Words in Mouth of CA Attorney General
Slashdot | MPAA Puts Words in Mouth of CA Attorney General
Politicos bowing under corporate interests anyone?
Politicos bowing under corporate interests anyone?
Slashdot | Is the Key to Linux a Games-Based Distro?
Slashdot | Is the Key to Linux a Games-Based Distro?
Waka waka baby! I know there is a project to convert an x-box into a Linux box but this proposal is interesting too.
Waka waka baby! I know there is a project to convert an x-box into a Linux box but this proposal is interesting too.
So it seems by the early results from yesterday's election in Spain that Spain's fascist Partido Popular is out. Their refusal to heed the people's plead not to be involved in the war against Iraq back then (ninety percent of the Spanish opposed joining the US effort), their insistence to blame ETA for the March 11th bombing even when Al Qaeda claimed responsibility and their poor handling of the crisis afterwards, fucked them in the polls royally. They lost the election but it seems that the winning PSOE (Partido Socialista Obrero Espan~ol, the Spanish Socialist Worker's Party) will need to get into a coalition government. The Spanish troops are supposedly ready to leave Iraq by the 30th when the US supposedly hands over control of Iraq to the Iraquis. I don't think they will hand over control with recent developments though.
Still it was a lesson in democracy as the Spanish people refused to follow the Partido Popular's agenda on fear and influence. I hope this change will bring about something positive to Spain and it's people. They deserve something good after all this time.
Still it was a lesson in democracy as the Spanish people refused to follow the Partido Popular's agenda on fear and influence. I hope this change will bring about something positive to Spain and it's people. They deserve something good after all this time.
My goddamn rock solid ghetto shiznit name is Bookmaster Shizzlemah.
What's yours?
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MTV.com - News -'Batman Begins' Filming In Iceland With Gary Oldman On Board As Young Commish
MTV.com - News -'Batman Begins' Filming In Iceland With Gary Oldman On Board As Young Commish
Holy Shit Batman!
Holy Shit Batman!
Slashdot | Titan Missile Complex Up for Sale
Slashdot | Titan Missile Complex Up for Sale
[dr. evil's voice] Does It Comes With The Missiles? BWAHAHAHAHA![/dr. evil's voice]
Last Night at the radio show was amazing. DJ Velcro and DJ Cloud8 ruled the airwaves, we celebrated Cheo's b-day and it was really freaking fun. Friday evening, not so fun. Yuppies, overpriced beers and Polbo played only three songs. Today 20 years of Wrestlemania! Woot! Get the beer and chips damnit!
[dr. evil's voice] Does It Comes With The Missiles? BWAHAHAHAHA![/dr. evil's voice]
Last Night at the radio show was amazing. DJ Velcro and DJ Cloud8 ruled the airwaves, we celebrated Cheo's b-day and it was really freaking fun. Friday evening, not so fun. Yuppies, overpriced beers and Polbo played only three songs. Today 20 years of Wrestlemania! Woot! Get the beer and chips damnit!
MTV.com - News -Newspaper: NYPD Training Other Cities How To Spy On Rappers
MTV.com - News -Newspaper: NYPD Training Other Cities How To Spy On Rappers
If the LAPD's slogan is "We Treat You LIke A King", I guess the NYPD's slogan should be "Big Brotha Iz Watching Y'all"
If the LAPD's slogan is "We Treat You LIke A King", I guess the NYPD's slogan should be "Big Brotha Iz Watching Y'all"
MTV.com - News -50 Cent Slams Gay Men In Playboy Interview, But Says Lesbians Are 'Cool'
MTV.com - News -50 Cent Slams Gay Men In Playboy Interview, But Says Lesbians Are 'Cool'
How fucking predictable!
How fucking predictable!
Wake up to the following news:
1. Almost 200 people dead and thousands injured in a bombing in Spain. No one claims responsiblity, but they're already blaming ETA for the blast. What strikes me as very odd is that the typical ETA procedure is that they announce that the bomb is planted in advance and that typical ETA targets are government officials and/or government offices, not civilian targets. I'm not condoning ETA's actions or their brand of terrorism, I'm just indicating that this is not standard of their usual tactics. This bombing coming this close to the elections there also raises suspicion. Could it be right wing terrorism trying to get the fascist Partido Popular re-elected? I don't know. Let's see what happens.
2. Bassist Dave Blood of the Dead Milkmen killed himself last night. Blasting "Taking Retards To The Zoo", "Bitchin' Camaro" and "You'll Dance To Anything" full blast. Dave BLood is dead. Long live the Dead Milkmen.
On another subject Siconautas and EXP Lab playing tonight! Let's fry some braincells! Wooo!
1. Almost 200 people dead and thousands injured in a bombing in Spain. No one claims responsiblity, but they're already blaming ETA for the blast. What strikes me as very odd is that the typical ETA procedure is that they announce that the bomb is planted in advance and that typical ETA targets are government officials and/or government offices, not civilian targets. I'm not condoning ETA's actions or their brand of terrorism, I'm just indicating that this is not standard of their usual tactics. This bombing coming this close to the elections there also raises suspicion. Could it be right wing terrorism trying to get the fascist Partido Popular re-elected? I don't know. Let's see what happens.
2. Bassist Dave Blood of the Dead Milkmen killed himself last night. Blasting "Taking Retards To The Zoo", "Bitchin' Camaro" and "You'll Dance To Anything" full blast. Dave BLood is dead. Long live the Dead Milkmen.
On another subject Siconautas and EXP Lab playing tonight! Let's fry some braincells! Wooo!
There's no sweeter sound these days than the sound of pissing off some idiot who really deserves it. A lot of drama in some forums I post and some idiots are getting their well-deserved breakdowns. Mess with the bull, deal with the horns.
Last night I had a killer pain in my lower back. I'm ok now.
Siouxsie and The Banshees' John McGeoch passed away in his sleep. He was 48. You could hear his sound in songs like "Happy House", "Christine" and "Spellbound". He also played for awhile in Public Image Limited. Rest In Peace.
Siouxsie and The Banshees' John McGeoch passed away in his sleep. He was 48. You could hear his sound in songs like "Happy House", "Christine" and "Spellbound". He also played for awhile in Public Image Limited. Rest In Peace.
My friend and all around political/ecological guru Carmelo Ruiz finally has a blog. Be sure to check it out. He has a lot of interesting to say. Tell him I sent ya.
Monday. What can I say? I dreamt of my ex's baby girl and her grandda who were working at a video store, I was somehow back studying in UPR but UPR and PSU merged and I was supposedly taking some courses but I was not going into class much. Lots of rain. My ex's baby girl was asking me why did I leave and I told her my version of the story. Then I woke up and Carmelo asked me to fix something in his blog. And here we are.........
Monday. What can I say? I dreamt of my ex's baby girl and her grandda who were working at a video store, I was somehow back studying in UPR but UPR and PSU merged and I was supposedly taking some courses but I was not going into class much. Lots of rain. My ex's baby girl was asking me why did I leave and I told her my version of the story. Then I woke up and Carmelo asked me to fix something in his blog. And here we are.........
ahhh the weekend
friday went to icaro azul's ep release party. the party itself was a blast but i felt kinda sick so i left in the middle of icaro's set. anyway it was a good show. too bad i wasn't in the mood for it. bleh.
too much drama in the boards i post. i guess it's time to go into lurking mode. too much shit going on.
saturday the radio show went by, we did it nicely and winged it really good. i am enjoying myself there a lot.
sunday, whatta bore. yawn. i want to sleep the whole day off. write it off.
friday went to icaro azul's ep release party. the party itself was a blast but i felt kinda sick so i left in the middle of icaro's set. anyway it was a good show. too bad i wasn't in the mood for it. bleh.
too much drama in the boards i post. i guess it's time to go into lurking mode. too much shit going on.
saturday the radio show went by, we did it nicely and winged it really good. i am enjoying myself there a lot.
sunday, whatta bore. yawn. i want to sleep the whole day off. write it off.
btw stomach won't let me sleep. annoying as fuck. have some chores to do in the house, a meeting and a party later tonight and i don't know if i'll be able to do it. damn.
In Memoriam
Words Of Advice For Young People - William S. Burroughs
People often ask me if I have any words of advice for young people.
Well here are a few simple admonitions for young and old.
Never intefere in a boy-and-girl fight.
Beware of whores who say they don't want money.
The hell they don't.
What they mean is they want more money. Much more.
If you're doing business with a religious son-of-a-bitch,
Get it in writing.
His word isn't worth shit.
Not with the good lord telling him how to fuck you on the deal.
Avoid fuck-ups.
We all know the type.
Anything they have anything to do with,
No matter how good it sounds,
Turns into a disaster.
Do not offer sympathy to the mentally ill.
Tell them firmly:
I am not paid to listen to this drivel.
You are a terminal boob.
Now some of you may encounter the Devil's Bargain,
If you get that far.
Any old soul is worth saving,
At least to a priest,
But not every soul is worth buying.
So you can take the offer as a compliment.
He tries the easy ones first.
You know like money,
All the money there is.
But who wants to be the richest guy in some cemetary?
Money won't buy.
Not much left to spend it on, eh gramps?
Getting too old to cut the mustard.
Well time hits the hardest blows.
Especially below the belt.
How's a young body grab you?
Like three card monte, like pea under the shell,
Now you see it, now you don't.
Haven't you forgotten something, gramps?
In order to feel something,
You've got to be there.
You have to be eighteen.
You're not eighteen.
You are seventy-eight.
Old fool sold his soul for a strap-on.
Well they always try the easiest ones first.
How about an honorable bargain?
You always wanted to be a doctor,
Well now's your chance.
Why don't you become a great healer
And benefit humanity?
What's wrong with that?
Just about everything.
Just about everything.
There are no honorable bargains
Involving exchange
Of qualitative merchandise
Like souls
For quantitative merchandise
Like time and money.
So piss off Satan
And don't take me for dumber than I look.
An old junk pusher told me -
Watch whose money you pick up
Words Of Advice For Young People - William S. Burroughs
People often ask me if I have any words of advice for young people.
Well here are a few simple admonitions for young and old.
Never intefere in a boy-and-girl fight.
Beware of whores who say they don't want money.
The hell they don't.
What they mean is they want more money. Much more.
If you're doing business with a religious son-of-a-bitch,
Get it in writing.
His word isn't worth shit.
Not with the good lord telling him how to fuck you on the deal.
Avoid fuck-ups.
We all know the type.
Anything they have anything to do with,
No matter how good it sounds,
Turns into a disaster.
Do not offer sympathy to the mentally ill.
Tell them firmly:
I am not paid to listen to this drivel.
You are a terminal boob.
Now some of you may encounter the Devil's Bargain,
If you get that far.
Any old soul is worth saving,
At least to a priest,
But not every soul is worth buying.
So you can take the offer as a compliment.
He tries the easy ones first.
You know like money,
All the money there is.
But who wants to be the richest guy in some cemetary?
Money won't buy.
Not much left to spend it on, eh gramps?
Getting too old to cut the mustard.
Well time hits the hardest blows.
Especially below the belt.
How's a young body grab you?
Like three card monte, like pea under the shell,
Now you see it, now you don't.
Haven't you forgotten something, gramps?
In order to feel something,
You've got to be there.
You have to be eighteen.
You're not eighteen.
You are seventy-eight.
Old fool sold his soul for a strap-on.
Well they always try the easiest ones first.
How about an honorable bargain?
You always wanted to be a doctor,
Well now's your chance.
Why don't you become a great healer
And benefit humanity?
What's wrong with that?
Just about everything.
Just about everything.
There are no honorable bargains
Involving exchange
Of qualitative merchandise
Like souls
For quantitative merchandise
Like time and money.
So piss off Satan
And don't take me for dumber than I look.
An old junk pusher told me -
Watch whose money you pick up
had this cold feeling left over from the dream described below all morning. paid the bills. had breakfast. stomach's acting up kinda funny. went to a hot topic to check out tshirts. still unable to actually talk with someone. back home. the usual stuff. this song comes to mind.
talk talk - such a shame
Such a shame to believe in escape
'A life on every face'
And that's a change
Till I'm finally left with an eight
Tell me to relax, I just stare
Maybe I don't know if I should change
A feeling that we share
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me with rage
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me in haste
Such a shame
This eagerness to change
It's a shame
The dice decide my fate
And that's a shame
In these trembling hands my faith
Tells me to react, 'I don't care'
Maybe it's unkind that I should change
A feeling that we share
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me with rage
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me in haste
Such a shame
This eagerness to change
Such a shame
Tell me to relax, I just stare
Maybe I don't know if I should change
A feeling that we share
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me with rage
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me in haste
It's a shame
Such a shame
Write it across my name
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me in haste
Such a shame
This eagerness to change
Such a shame
talk talk - such a shame
Such a shame to believe in escape
'A life on every face'
And that's a change
Till I'm finally left with an eight
Tell me to relax, I just stare
Maybe I don't know if I should change
A feeling that we share
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me with rage
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me in haste
Such a shame
This eagerness to change
It's a shame
The dice decide my fate
And that's a shame
In these trembling hands my faith
Tells me to react, 'I don't care'
Maybe it's unkind that I should change
A feeling that we share
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me with rage
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me in haste
Such a shame
This eagerness to change
Such a shame
Tell me to relax, I just stare
Maybe I don't know if I should change
A feeling that we share
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me with rage
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me in haste
It's a shame
Such a shame
Write it across my name
It's a shame
Such a shame
Number me in haste
Such a shame
This eagerness to change
Such a shame
dreamland. in this bar, it's raining and cold outside, yet i'm in this bar, all seems to be sort of blurry. the bar lit by oil lamps and candles. everyone there pale, dressed in black, dark colours, dyed black hair and lipstick everywhere. england by the accents, but nowhere i've been before. here i am drinking some brandy to keep the cold away. some music playing in the background, kind of backwards, trip hoppy. people talking in small crowds. i am talking to myself, the barkeep and some girl that's sitting and drinking next to me. attempts at conversation are done but the girl and i know that words are on the way. all the flesh and all it wants. we kiss for a while. i start to caress her thighs and we stop. too fast, too soon and seems i fucked up there. awkward conversation. she leaves. i'm alone. cold. the barkeep is an asian (hindu) woman. we exchange pleasantries. so fucking cold. i wake up with that chill on my bones and a deep sense of longing.
i missed circo's gig last night. i could've made an effort but sadly it was tuesday and i didn't find no one to go with. today i pay the bills and i'm stuck with $10. i need a fucking job. thursday lazer and friday icaro azul at el teatro. wheeeeeee!
i missed circo's gig last night. i could've made an effort but sadly it was tuesday and i didn't find no one to go with. today i pay the bills and i'm stuck with $10. i need a fucking job. thursday lazer and friday icaro azul at el teatro. wheeeeeee!
Ok so basically it *seems* that the 30 gig hd i bought for ze laptop has expired. I'm going to try another approach later today to see if I can bring it back from the dead. Meanwhile I thanked God that I kept my old 10 gig hd that came with ze laptop and it was a matter of installing it, partition it so I can have both Windows XP and Knoppix installed. Yes, space is very tight and precious on this one, I'm afraid, but it does the job while I deal and scheme to get another hd in case I cannot resurrect the 30 gig one. At least I had a replacement handy. Woot!
This year's Oscars were a worthy bunch. Peter Jackson finally got his props, Sofia Coppola got hers for "Lost In Translation", Sean Penn and Tim Robbins got theirs for "Mystic River" and I have to see "Monster" to check out Charlize Theron, but I'm sure she did well. Renee Zellweiger did a good job on "Cold Mountain", so this years winners were well deserved. Too bad "21 Grams" nor "Big Fish" got any, but they were very well made films.
In other news I woke up this morning, go to ze laptop, log on and not even five minutes on it and somehow due to a) some outside interference or b) i really did fuck something up while getting my encryption keys for a server I managed to wipe ze laptop's hard drive clean. Just like that. I'm working on it while I'm typing this from another PC. Fucking hell, mate. Thank God for backups. Still.
In other news I woke up this morning, go to ze laptop, log on and not even five minutes on it and somehow due to a) some outside interference or b) i really did fuck something up while getting my encryption keys for a server I managed to wipe ze laptop's hard drive clean. Just like that. I'm working on it while I'm typing this from another PC. Fucking hell, mate. Thank God for backups. Still.
By the way, don't be such prudes and let gay, bisexual and transgendered couples get married. why should they miss all the fun of marriage? I mean it.
Lack of sleep takes it's toll, raises it's ugly head and I need some of it, NOW! Tonight's show promises to be interesting, now if I could get some sleep I might not sound like an incoherent mess later today. Let's see.
From the bottomless pit of this blackest heart I want to thank the lot of you for the amazing display and support y'all displayed yesterday. I don't know how to thank you for what you all did, but here is an admittedly very small sample. I'm proud of all of you. I don't fucking deserve you people. Ladies and gentlemen, take a bow.
Love,
Moi
PD - Aside from that, great party! Happy Birthday Vero! Lots of pupup goodies for ya and your band will rawk the muthafuckin' hizzy!!!!!!!
Love,
Moi
PD - Aside from that, great party! Happy Birthday Vero! Lots of pupup goodies for ya and your band will rawk the muthafuckin' hizzy!!!!!!!
Dreamt of being someone else. A TV host in UK. Trying to get in some hottie's pants and cussing out in the program. I was some kind of maniac. At the end of the dream I was outside the studio with Kitipri and I was asking about my ex. What the fuck was that? Lost in Translation's soundtrack rules so much. Wonderland's a great flick. So is Sin Noticias de Dios. In The Cut was shot beautifully but I'd prefer Nicole Kidman in the starring role than Meg Ryan.
Isolated. Wishing to break the ice. Fuck.
Isolated. Wishing to break the ice. Fuck.
The Good Thief on the video and that movie has so much stuff that keeps me glued. Nevermind the plot and the acting, which I like. I'm just knee deep in the scenery, the music, the ambiance. Wishing I was there in quite different circumstances. Walking those streets late at night, high on life, the careless drunken walk of lovers, that stride, that smile, being on top of the world with someone and enjoying the moment. Meanwhile the movie's playing and Leonard Cohen's on the speakers, pay attention:
Leonard Cohen - A Thousand Kisses Deep
A THOUSAND KISSES DEEP Lyrics
Artist(Band):Leonard Cohen
(Print the Lyrics)
A THOUSAND KISSES DEEP Lyrics
The ponies run, the girls are young,
The odds are there to beat.
You win a while, and then it’s done –
Your little winning streak.
And summoned now to deal
With your invincible defeat,
You live your life as if it’s real,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
I’m turning tricks, I’m getting fixed,
I’m back on Boogie Street.
You lose your grip, and then you slip
Into the Masterpiece.
And maybe I had miles to drive,
And promises to keep:
You ditch it all to stay alive,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
And sometimes when the night is slow,
The wretched and the meek,
We gather up our hearts and go,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
Confined to sex, we pressed against
The limits of the sea:
I saw there were no oceans left
For scavengers like me.
I made it to the forward deck.
I blessed our remnant fleet –
And then consented to be wrecked,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
I’m turning tricks, I’m getting fixed,
I’m back on Boogie Street.
I guess they won’t exchange the gifts
That you were meant to keep.
And quiet is the thought of you,
The file on you complete,
Except what we forgot to do,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
And sometimes when the night is slow,
The wretched and the meek,
We gather up our hearts and go,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
The ponies run, the girls are young,
The odds are there to beat . . .
Leonard Cohen - A Thousand Kisses Deep
A THOUSAND KISSES DEEP Lyrics
Artist(Band):Leonard Cohen
(Print the Lyrics)
A THOUSAND KISSES DEEP Lyrics
The ponies run, the girls are young,
The odds are there to beat.
You win a while, and then it’s done –
Your little winning streak.
And summoned now to deal
With your invincible defeat,
You live your life as if it’s real,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
I’m turning tricks, I’m getting fixed,
I’m back on Boogie Street.
You lose your grip, and then you slip
Into the Masterpiece.
And maybe I had miles to drive,
And promises to keep:
You ditch it all to stay alive,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
And sometimes when the night is slow,
The wretched and the meek,
We gather up our hearts and go,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
Confined to sex, we pressed against
The limits of the sea:
I saw there were no oceans left
For scavengers like me.
I made it to the forward deck.
I blessed our remnant fleet –
And then consented to be wrecked,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
I’m turning tricks, I’m getting fixed,
I’m back on Boogie Street.
I guess they won’t exchange the gifts
That you were meant to keep.
And quiet is the thought of you,
The file on you complete,
Except what we forgot to do,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
And sometimes when the night is slow,
The wretched and the meek,
We gather up our hearts and go,
A Thousand Kisses Deep.
The ponies run, the girls are young,
The odds are there to beat . . .
The weekend was uneventful. Not much to do. Got Mandrake Linux 10 RC1 installed in the laptop and it's working fine with both kernels (2.4.25 and 2.4.26) so it's doing better than the latest version of Knoppix. I'm seeing how the upgrade thing works but I'm sure I can sort it out until the newest Knoppix is out. 3.4 C'T's kernel 2.6 doesn't go well with my laptop. 3.3 2/15 is working fine but Mandrake Linux 10 RC 1 is working fine with both kernels and Gnome, unlike the latest versions of Knoppix. I still like Knoppix/Debian because of the apt upgrade system, which works beautifullly.
last night
vero
pepe
thee regulars
lazer's
drinkydrinks
dj fucking it up
me pissed off
drinkydrinks
dancing
friends
drinkydrinks
drunkenness
dancing
home
insomnia
sobriety
insomnia
what am i doing heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeere?
:D
have a great weekend
vero
pepe
thee regulars
lazer's
drinkydrinks
dj fucking it up
me pissed off
drinkydrinks
dancing
friends
drinkydrinks
drunkenness
dancing
home
insomnia
sobriety
insomnia
what am i doing heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeere?
:D
have a great weekend
En estos dias no me siento melancolico.
En estos dias he vuelto a sonreir.
Siempre enojado, pero menos cinico.
y que tengo algo que decir.
Me siento querido, contento, apreciado.
Eso vale.
No tendre mucho en lo material
pero en el interior me siento rico.
Hoy siento tu amistad y tu carin~o.
Respirar no es un reflejo.
Hoy me siento bien vivo.
Gracias.
En estos dias he vuelto a sonreir.
Siempre enojado, pero menos cinico.
y que tengo algo que decir.
Me siento querido, contento, apreciado.
Eso vale.
No tendre mucho en lo material
pero en el interior me siento rico.
Hoy siento tu amistad y tu carin~o.
Respirar no es un reflejo.
Hoy me siento bien vivo.
Gracias.
This one's to my friend Eze whom shared this lovely song with the rest of us last Saturday. Thank you for introducing me to a new song to play in my mental jukebox.
Damien Rice - Cheers Darlin'
Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover boy
Cheers darlin'
I got years to wait around for you
Cheers darlin'
I've got your wedding bells in my ear
Cheers darlin'
You give me three cigarettes to smoke my tears away
And I die when you mention his name
And I lied, I should have kissed you
When we were runnin' in the rain
What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?
Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover man
Cheers darlin'
I just hang around and eat from a can
Cheers darlin'
I got a ribbon of green on my guitar
Cheers darlin'
I got a beauty queen
To sit not very far from here
I die when he comes around
To take you home
I'm too shy
I should have kissed you when we were alone
What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?
Oh what am I? What am I darlin'?
I got years to wait...
And here's a staple of my mental jukebox so he can add it to his collection.
"I Was Wrong" - Vision Thing - Sisters Of Mercy
You say stay and never leave
you say meant for ever
I could believe you, but I don't
you say we're almost all alone together
all alone
you say
you say you will
I know you won't
I was wrong
I was wrong to ever doubt
I can get along without
I can love my fellow man
but I'm damned if I'll love yours
In a bar that's always closing
in a world where people shout
I don't wanna talk this over
I don't wanna talk it out
I was quite impressed until I hit the floor
isn't that what friends are for?
pain looks great on other people
that's what they're for
I was wrong
I was wrong to ever doubt
I can get along without
I can love my fellow man
but I'm damned if I'll love yours
On this one, I guess you could change the name in the lyrics and those close to me would know who am I talking about.
Rolling Stones - Angie
Angie, Angie, when will those clouds all disappear?
Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You can't say we're satisfied
But Angie, Angie, you can't say we never tried
Angie, you're beautiful, but ain't it time we said good - bye?
Angie, I still love you, remember all those nights we cried?
All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke
Let me whisper in your ear:
Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here?
Oh, Angie, don't you weep, all your kisses still taste sweet
I hate that sadness in your eyes
But Angie, Angie, ain't it time we said good - bye?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You can't say we're satisfied
But Angie, I still love you, baby
Ev'rywhere I look I see your eyes
There ain't a woman that comes close to you
Come on Baby, dry your eyes
But Angie, Angie, ain't it good to be alive?
Angie, Angie, they can't say we never tried
No, I'm not sad nor depressed. I'm a happy camper today. I just understand completely where my man is at this point. The only words I can suggest are the ones his heart refuses to hear, but all in good time my brother, all in good time. I got yer back.
Damien Rice - Cheers Darlin'
Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover boy
Cheers darlin'
I got years to wait around for you
Cheers darlin'
I've got your wedding bells in my ear
Cheers darlin'
You give me three cigarettes to smoke my tears away
And I die when you mention his name
And I lied, I should have kissed you
When we were runnin' in the rain
What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?
Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover man
Cheers darlin'
I just hang around and eat from a can
Cheers darlin'
I got a ribbon of green on my guitar
Cheers darlin'
I got a beauty queen
To sit not very far from here
I die when he comes around
To take you home
I'm too shy
I should have kissed you when we were alone
What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?
Oh what am I? What am I darlin'?
I got years to wait...
And here's a staple of my mental jukebox so he can add it to his collection.
"I Was Wrong" - Vision Thing - Sisters Of Mercy
You say stay and never leave
you say meant for ever
I could believe you, but I don't
you say we're almost all alone together
all alone
you say
you say you will
I know you won't
I was wrong
I was wrong to ever doubt
I can get along without
I can love my fellow man
but I'm damned if I'll love yours
In a bar that's always closing
in a world where people shout
I don't wanna talk this over
I don't wanna talk it out
I was quite impressed until I hit the floor
isn't that what friends are for?
pain looks great on other people
that's what they're for
I was wrong
I was wrong to ever doubt
I can get along without
I can love my fellow man
but I'm damned if I'll love yours
On this one, I guess you could change the name in the lyrics and those close to me would know who am I talking about.
Rolling Stones - Angie
Angie, Angie, when will those clouds all disappear?
Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You can't say we're satisfied
But Angie, Angie, you can't say we never tried
Angie, you're beautiful, but ain't it time we said good - bye?
Angie, I still love you, remember all those nights we cried?
All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke
Let me whisper in your ear:
Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here?
Oh, Angie, don't you weep, all your kisses still taste sweet
I hate that sadness in your eyes
But Angie, Angie, ain't it time we said good - bye?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You can't say we're satisfied
But Angie, I still love you, baby
Ev'rywhere I look I see your eyes
There ain't a woman that comes close to you
Come on Baby, dry your eyes
But Angie, Angie, ain't it good to be alive?
Angie, Angie, they can't say we never tried
No, I'm not sad nor depressed. I'm a happy camper today. I just understand completely where my man is at this point. The only words I can suggest are the ones his heart refuses to hear, but all in good time my brother, all in good time. I got yer back.
I dreamt last night that I was happily married to this Nuyorican/Chicano girl and we were on our way to a Killing Joke gig. Being such a KJ fanboy my wife dropped me off at the gig while she was going to pick up her sister and meet me there. I got in time to watch them do their soundcheck. For some reason, Geordie was singing while Jaz was elsewhere. While watching them sing I was mouthing their lyrics and they wanted me to sing with them. We had fun and the guys somehow told them to hang around the stage in case Jaz wanted me to sing along with them on the proper gig. I met my wife and my sister-in-law (keep in mind that i'm not currently married) and we had a blast. In the dream I was surprised to see that I was married and that my wife and I got along really well. She knew about Killing Joke as well. Interesting.......
Meanwhile, last night I went out with Vero and we met Kenny and Pepe in Borders. They had coffee, I had juice and we spent a couple of hours talking about music and making fun of everything. Then Vero and I had some dinner. All in all, a good day.
Meanwhile, last night I went out with Vero and we met Kenny and Pepe in Borders. They had coffee, I had juice and we spent a couple of hours talking about music and making fun of everything. Then Vero and I had some dinner. All in all, a good day.
anoche entre tragos y musica cortavenas volvi a sentirme humano. entre copas, canciones y amigos, risas y llantos, abrazos, bromas, domino, y ramas anexas pase la mejor noche de san valentin. porque estuve con gente que tenemos una pasion por la musica, un sentido de compromiso y un sentido del humor enfermizo. no concordaremos en varias cosas pero creo que en esa noche citando a un escritor "volvimos a ser gente". fue la mejor manera de regresar a la batalla. cabron@s los quiero. no habre sido ni soy ni sere el mejor ser humano en este planeta, pero sepan que lo digo con conviccion, aplomo y una sobriedad barbara: los quiero. Tambien disfrute hablar con la Srta Cocode demasiado. Una conversacion corta y sustanciosa pero bien refrescante. En verdad llego a casa escribiendo todo esto con una felicidad brutal.
Friday Vero wanted me to go show hopping with her but I refused. I do love her company. She's great and she's someone whos company I really enjoy, but I don't want to abuse her graciousness and goodwill. I still owe her from Thursday and I don't want to go further into debt. It's the principle of the thing. Not my style. Anyway, that first paragraph pretty much describes what happened last night.
On with the show..........
Friday Vero wanted me to go show hopping with her but I refused. I do love her company. She's great and she's someone whos company I really enjoy, but I don't want to abuse her graciousness and goodwill. I still owe her from Thursday and I don't want to go further into debt. It's the principle of the thing. Not my style. Anyway, that first paragraph pretty much describes what happened last night.
On with the show..........
I haven't written in a long while, so deepest apologies. The week went by in an interesting way. I didn't sleep much for the weekend, so I kinda went a little nuts on Monday due to sleep deprivation. The only thing keeping me from a breakdown was the fact that I called Kymill at her launch hour and managed to get lots of laughter from her. I also called Eze, but he was busy with work issues and that was cool. I kept Kymill laughing her ass off and that sort of kept the breakdown at bay. Afterwards I managed to get an hour's worth of sleep until my mother woke me up for dinner.
Then I managed to lick a problem with ze laptop. See there's a new Knoppix release out so I wanted to also install WinXP Pro to ze laptop. There was an issue with USB drivers that was very annoying and kept me up for a while, while I figured it out. Yes I Read The Fucking Manual, but these manuals are so poorly written that it's not even funny. I licked that problem and then Al bought a computer, so of course I offered to update it's software for him. Awwwwwwwwww.
Nelson's got an R5 drum machine, and he offered it in order to make the DU revival show. Well at least we'll get the proper bloody drum sounds right. Teeeheee!
The radio show meeting went extremely well. Business was taken care of early so we had lots of spare time for fun and just hanging with each other. I miss the guys. Bunch of smartass goofy witty supremely intelligent motherfuckers. Gotta love them. Then later Pepe played the Probot record. Awesome. Really good stuff. You can see all the parties there had fun doing the record. Metal, the way it should be. Woot!
That pretty much kept me awake. I didn't see or talked to many people during that period. Vero came over for a quick lunch/dinner and it was cool. We later hooked up to go to Lazer on Thursday night. Mujer Satanica was there and some friends and we danced drank and had fun till the morning.
It's Valentine's weekend so I'll be pretty much off the radar, unless a good show comes up.
Have a great weekend!
Then I managed to lick a problem with ze laptop. See there's a new Knoppix release out so I wanted to also install WinXP Pro to ze laptop. There was an issue with USB drivers that was very annoying and kept me up for a while, while I figured it out. Yes I Read The Fucking Manual, but these manuals are so poorly written that it's not even funny. I licked that problem and then Al bought a computer, so of course I offered to update it's software for him. Awwwwwwwwww.
Nelson's got an R5 drum machine, and he offered it in order to make the DU revival show. Well at least we'll get the proper bloody drum sounds right. Teeeheee!
The radio show meeting went extremely well. Business was taken care of early so we had lots of spare time for fun and just hanging with each other. I miss the guys. Bunch of smartass goofy witty supremely intelligent motherfuckers. Gotta love them. Then later Pepe played the Probot record. Awesome. Really good stuff. You can see all the parties there had fun doing the record. Metal, the way it should be. Woot!
That pretty much kept me awake. I didn't see or talked to many people during that period. Vero came over for a quick lunch/dinner and it was cool. We later hooked up to go to Lazer on Thursday night. Mujer Satanica was there and some friends and we danced drank and had fun till the morning.
It's Valentine's weekend so I'll be pretty much off the radar, unless a good show comes up.
Have a great weekend!
Kinda bummed, but it's ok.
I wanted to go to Lazer to dance, but Vero didn't feel well and I couldn't reach either Wil or Luisma, so I stayed home, became a good boy. Indiana stopped by and brought me an ice cream sundae and some munchies. We chatted awhile, then she went home. I stayed here, watched movies and I'm ok now. Just added an Atom feed to the site and working on some stuff.
Good news is that I'm back with radio show. Good getting back with the guys. Really cool brainstorming session. Looking forward to get back in the game.
Good night. Have a great weekend.
I wanted to go to Lazer to dance, but Vero didn't feel well and I couldn't reach either Wil or Luisma, so I stayed home, became a good boy. Indiana stopped by and brought me an ice cream sundae and some munchies. We chatted awhile, then she went home. I stayed here, watched movies and I'm ok now. Just added an Atom feed to the site and working on some stuff.
Good news is that I'm back with radio show. Good getting back with the guys. Really cool brainstorming session. Looking forward to get back in the game.
Good night. Have a great weekend.
saturday was fun indeed. headed out to the release party with vero and the night was a riot. good bands. we drank, hung out and then later we headed for a party at gufi and luisma. lots of schmoozing and socializing. introduced vero around and even though i had a lot of drinks i eventually sobered up. lots of fun. i took pictures so check out my pictures links.
sunday was spent doing a whole lot of nothing. didn't even bother to watch the superbowl, so don't ask.
sunday was spent doing a whole lot of nothing. didn't even bother to watch the superbowl, so don't ask.
tavu cd release tonight.
and lcd soundsystem is rocking my house. "losing my edge" and "yeah" are reaching anthem status in my stereo.
and lcd soundsystem is rocking my house. "losing my edge" and "yeah" are reaching anthem status in my stereo.
i dreamt last night that duran duran was back in pr but with the whole lineup. i got to the show and even sneaked backstage to meet the guys and eat their food, blah blah blah. somehow later i'm on my way to the airport to take a flight and it's taking too long so i wander around the airport past checkpoints still waiting for my flight. i see a sprint ad that is advertising gsm phones and free calls when you're in europe or japan and i'm still wandering there. i wake up and the first thing my sister blasts is duran duran. heh.
Just came home from a night out with Vero. We headed to Lazer for Gothic/Industrial night and we danced, we drank and we had a good time among friends. Wooooooooooo! Vero is definetely a clubbing partner. Cool, smart and great musical taste. I'm slowly coming to my senses after all those drinks, but it's great! Saturday we're hitting Vampire's. I should sleep it off, but I don't wanna. Thank you Vero for breaking me out of that prison. ;) Take care. The rest of you, better get ready for the weekend you bastards! Some pictures soon.
My younger brother's birthday is today so happy birthday you wonderful human being. I love you!
My younger brother's birthday is today so happy birthday you wonderful human being. I love you!
somehow it'd be nice to find out if i can somehow look at my blog and i somehow can't get to any blogspot domains. gah!
Daryl is a pleasure to chat with cause he always makes me laugh and if I behave sometimes he passes on good tidbits. Mujer Satanica's blog got mentioned and linked in http://www.sinrumbo.net. Her writing rawks. And thanks to V. (not to be confused with Vero. These are two different women), I've been corresponding with a very interesting intelligent woman. Code name: Cocode. Ms. Dragonfly has a unique first name and she's funny too. Shit, I gotta call The Good Doctor. Else she'll shoot me. So will Rose, but I'm letting her enjoy her newlywed status. Heh. Life is alright. Ups and downs but I ride them as best as I can. I'm glad for their friendship.
Funny. Now I'm talking to more women than ever in my life. No I'm not a playa, nor I want to be, nor I'm interested in being like that. I happen to like a good conversation and enjoy good company. The women I'm currently talking to, provide that and I'm grateful. So thanks ladies.
And thanks to D. for being a friend and having a good heart.
Funny. Now I'm talking to more women than ever in my life. No I'm not a playa, nor I want to be, nor I'm interested in being like that. I happen to like a good conversation and enjoy good company. The women I'm currently talking to, provide that and I'm grateful. So thanks ladies.
And thanks to D. for being a friend and having a good heart.
Hay dias que lo quiero todo
Hay dias que vivo de una sonrisa sincera
Solo se que quiero algo mas de esta vida
No quiero fama
No quiero fortuna
Quiero comprension
Quiero algo que me haga sentir vivo
Que me de razon para existir
Quiero una idea
No una creencia
Quiero llenar el vacio
Romper el silencio
Un prisma a esta vida gris
Quiero sentir lo que corre por mis venas
Lo que llena mis pulmones
La imagen en mis ojos
Lo que captan mis oidos
El aroma en mi olfato
Doy mucho por sentado
y por eso vivo agradecido
Pero esta comodidad
incomoda, asfixia
La espera desespera
pero continua..........
Hay dias que vivo de una sonrisa sincera
Solo se que quiero algo mas de esta vida
No quiero fama
No quiero fortuna
Quiero comprension
Quiero algo que me haga sentir vivo
Que me de razon para existir
Quiero una idea
No una creencia
Quiero llenar el vacio
Romper el silencio
Un prisma a esta vida gris
Quiero sentir lo que corre por mis venas
Lo que llena mis pulmones
La imagen en mis ojos
Lo que captan mis oidos
El aroma en mi olfato
Doy mucho por sentado
y por eso vivo agradecido
Pero esta comodidad
incomoda, asfixia
La espera desespera
pero continua..........
dreams and movies
Last night watched "Cold Mountain" with Vero. Another Anthony Minghella epic. Long. Entertaining. Great cast. Beautiful scenery. The ending though, predictable as fuck, but otherwise a good investment. Vero was fun to go to the movies with. We had sort of a Mistery Science Theatre 3000 thing going. It was good.
I went to bed earlier than usual, and I had two dreams. First one, I dreamt about my younger brother. I was visiting him and his family on this military base. In Irak. Somehow the notion of the U.S. Army sending my younger brother *and* his family to a base in the war front was distressing. Somehow things were quiet on the dream. Really quiet. It was good seeing them and all. I'd rather see them where they're stationed here in reality though.
I also dreamt about Liz, a Chilean friend of mine who lives in NYC. Liz came back to PR to visit and had an apartment in Old San Juan. She was showing me pictures of people she wanted to visit and wanted me to tag along. For some reason she had a laptop there and was playing some Nitzer Ebb songs and I got mine out and played her songs from a new album (Nitzer Ebb hasn't released anything since the mid 90's). She was lovely and cute and we were making out. She had a shower and then we left on her car. She was still showing me pictures of people while driving and I had to tell her to keep her eyes on the road so we didn't crash. We went to Plaza Carolina to Sam Goody's and I got two Isis CD's real cheap. Then I woke up.
It'd be nice if she came here for vacation though. Anyway on with the show.
I went to bed earlier than usual, and I had two dreams. First one, I dreamt about my younger brother. I was visiting him and his family on this military base. In Irak. Somehow the notion of the U.S. Army sending my younger brother *and* his family to a base in the war front was distressing. Somehow things were quiet on the dream. Really quiet. It was good seeing them and all. I'd rather see them where they're stationed here in reality though.
I also dreamt about Liz, a Chilean friend of mine who lives in NYC. Liz came back to PR to visit and had an apartment in Old San Juan. She was showing me pictures of people she wanted to visit and wanted me to tag along. For some reason she had a laptop there and was playing some Nitzer Ebb songs and I got mine out and played her songs from a new album (Nitzer Ebb hasn't released anything since the mid 90's). She was lovely and cute and we were making out. She had a shower and then we left on her car. She was still showing me pictures of people while driving and I had to tell her to keep her eyes on the road so we didn't crash. We went to Plaza Carolina to Sam Goody's and I got two Isis CD's real cheap. Then I woke up.
It'd be nice if she came here for vacation though. Anyway on with the show.
solitude can sometimes be a bitch, but it's necessary. so i code, program, tweak until the morning so i can be tired enough to sleep. kitipri and mario came over to pick a few movies but i didn't feel like going out. not much to do today, but hey.
yesterday it was beautiful. something so ordinary as walking to the video shop to return some dvd's turned into something nice and pleasing. it was beautiful outside and the temperature was just right. after walking to the vidwo store, I walked a couple of blocks more to the bank, made a deposit. then accross the street for some grocery shopping. afterwards again a small walk to a fast food joint nearby to get some lunch for me and my dad.
it was something so simple, so common, yet i came home with a smile on my face. a great feeling. got some dvd's from big al and basically stayed home lazing around.
have a great weekend!
it was something so simple, so common, yet i came home with a smile on my face. a great feeling. got some dvd's from big al and basically stayed home lazing around.
have a great weekend!
i haven't been shaken at the movies since i saw requiem for a dream or dancer in the dark. the feeling returned after watching big fish and 21 grams. back to back. i was on the verge of a full-on breakdown right then and there. ok call me a softie, but they hit the spot. highly recommended. honestly i think benicio del toro, albert finney, sean penn, naomi watts and ewan mc gregor should be fucking nominated. and steve buscemi always rocks! tim burton has shown the perfect mix of drama and visual surrealism....and 21 grams direction and soundtrack. whew!
Vero's right. I do need cheering up. I really do, but I need to sort out my job situation. Damnit.
I also uploaded some pictures from the balun ep release party last Tuesday. So go forth and check them out.
I also uploaded some pictures from the balun ep release party last Tuesday. So go forth and check them out.
Lately I don't feel like going out. Honestly. No reason to go out except maybe to catch or rent a movie. Maybe I'm tired of the same old thing in an unconscious level. I'm tired of meeting the same boring people with the same shallowness blah blah blah. Dunno. The only good excuses to go out would be to see "21 Grams" and "Big Fish". That's fucking it mate. Meanwhile, I'd rather stay home.
they will kill me if i don't mention this
they will kill me if i don't mention this..........
Rose got married to S. Finally! Congratulations! SOA and India welcomed the year with Danielita their lovely girl. 2004 is shaping up right for them. Congratulations! V. will also take the plunge this year and I'm expected at her wedding. Love is in the air for many people. I wish them the best.
Just came from seeing a great band called balloon or balun, whichever way you spell it is alright for them. check them out at http://www.iloveballoon.tk
Rose got married to S. Finally! Congratulations! SOA and India welcomed the year with Danielita their lovely girl. 2004 is shaping up right for them. Congratulations! V. will also take the plunge this year and I'm expected at her wedding. Love is in the air for many people. I wish them the best.
Just came from seeing a great band called balloon or balun, whichever way you spell it is alright for them. check them out at http://www.iloveballoon.tk
Late night melancholy strikes and this song in my head:
Romeo Had Juliette by Lou Reed
Caught between the twisted stars
the plotted lines the faulty map
that brought Columbus to New York
Betwixt between the East and West
he calls on her wearing a leather vest
the earth squeals and shudders to a halt
A diamond crucifix in his ear
is used to help ward off the fear
that he has left his soul in someone's rented car
Inside his pants he hides a mop
to clean the mess that he has dropped
into the life of lithesome Juliette Bell
And Romeo wanted Juliette
and Juliette wanted Romeo
And Romeo wanted Juliette
and Juliette wanted Romeo
Romeo Rodriguez squares
his shoulders and curses Jesus
runs a comb through his black pony-tail
He's thinking of his lonely room
the sink that by his bed gives off a stink
then smells her perfume in his eyes
And her voice was like a bell
Outside the street were steaming
the crack dealers were dreaming
of an Uzi someone had just scored
I betcha I could hit that light
with my one good arm behind my back
says little Joey Diaz
Brother give me another tote
those downtown hoods are no damn good
those Italians need a lesson to be taught
This cop who died in Harlem
you think they'd get the warnin'
I was dancing when his brains run out on the street
And Romeo had Juliette
and Juliette had her Romeo
And Romeo had Juliette
and Juliette had her Romeo
I'll take Manhattan in a garbage bag
with Latin written on it that says
""it's hard to give a shit these days""
Manhattan's sinking like a rock
into the filthy Hudson what a shock
they wrote a book about it
they said it was like ancient Rome
The perfume burned his eyes
holding tightly to her thighs
And something flickered for a minute
and then it vanished and was gone
Romeo Had Juliette by Lou Reed
Caught between the twisted stars
the plotted lines the faulty map
that brought Columbus to New York
Betwixt between the East and West
he calls on her wearing a leather vest
the earth squeals and shudders to a halt
A diamond crucifix in his ear
is used to help ward off the fear
that he has left his soul in someone's rented car
Inside his pants he hides a mop
to clean the mess that he has dropped
into the life of lithesome Juliette Bell
And Romeo wanted Juliette
and Juliette wanted Romeo
And Romeo wanted Juliette
and Juliette wanted Romeo
Romeo Rodriguez squares
his shoulders and curses Jesus
runs a comb through his black pony-tail
He's thinking of his lonely room
the sink that by his bed gives off a stink
then smells her perfume in his eyes
And her voice was like a bell
Outside the street were steaming
the crack dealers were dreaming
of an Uzi someone had just scored
I betcha I could hit that light
with my one good arm behind my back
says little Joey Diaz
Brother give me another tote
those downtown hoods are no damn good
those Italians need a lesson to be taught
This cop who died in Harlem
you think they'd get the warnin'
I was dancing when his brains run out on the street
And Romeo had Juliette
and Juliette had her Romeo
And Romeo had Juliette
and Juliette had her Romeo
I'll take Manhattan in a garbage bag
with Latin written on it that says
""it's hard to give a shit these days""
Manhattan's sinking like a rock
into the filthy Hudson what a shock
they wrote a book about it
they said it was like ancient Rome
The perfume burned his eyes
holding tightly to her thighs
And something flickered for a minute
and then it vanished and was gone
don't ask me why....
....but i've got joe cocker's "you are so beautiful" playing in my head nonstop. at present i've got no one to sing it to. actually there are two people in this world, i'd love to sing it to. if you read this blog, you probably have an idea of who might be one of them. the other one actually is closer than the first. one of them is in the island. one of them accross the ocean. it's rainy. it's ok, but anyone of the two here next to me would be great. wishful thinking.
not much to tell, aside from lying down, taking medicine and that i have to go to the dole office on monday. i should be at full strength by then.
oh. mamuro oshii's avalon rocks. so you know.
....but i've got joe cocker's "you are so beautiful" playing in my head nonstop. at present i've got no one to sing it to. actually there are two people in this world, i'd love to sing it to. if you read this blog, you probably have an idea of who might be one of them. the other one actually is closer than the first. one of them is in the island. one of them accross the ocean. it's rainy. it's ok, but anyone of the two here next to me would be great. wishful thinking.
not much to tell, aside from lying down, taking medicine and that i have to go to the dole office on monday. i should be at full strength by then.
oh. mamuro oshii's avalon rocks. so you know.
alone, single again, unattached and loving it. missing proper companionship though, but i'm patient. i went out last night despite barely recovering from a cold to watch a real cool band play their hearts out. saw some friends and it was all good. now i should take my medicine and hope for the best. i don't want to get sick again. not from the cold. took some more pictures and they're posted so go watch you pervs!
Woke up this morning feeling much better and I'm trying to sort out my employment situation. Will go to the dole office tomorrow to see any possible openings and verify my status of my dole check. I think I'm gonna get my ass outta here again by this year. The economy is fucked here and I got bills to pay. I never saw myself in PR anyway. Fucking little island. Oh well.
In which I just told the 20 year old drama queen to fuck off on a permanent basis, Kymill is playing matchmaker and I'm recovering from a fucking cold. Film at 11.
Your Tax Dollars At Work Dept.
Say goodbye to your rights, here's the latest from our lovely politicos. The clampdown is in full effect.
So Happy Three Kings Day, Epiphany, etc. Yeah we Latinos we get prezzies twice a year because we're all good Catholics and are cooler than the rest of you. Right! Anyway, I had nothing for Christmas but the Three Wise Men came over and gave me a mini-stereo for a present. So I can hook it up to my computer and blast some internet radio tunage. Or hook it up to my DVD and instant home theatre. Wheee! Anyway I uploaded a couple more photos on both photo sites so go watch you pervs!
New To Linux?
New To Linux? Want To Know What The Fuzz Is All About? Well, my first suggestion would be to download or buy Knoppix. If you've read this blog, you should now why, but if you need good solid arguments, please read this article. You'll be glad you did.
saturdaaaaaaaaaaaay
Last night definetely rocked. Four bands and a surprise guest made the evening a success. Introdujos even played songs with chorus and structures, fuck! Tropiezo, Un Final Fatal, Unidos NO and La Experiencia de Ton~ito Cabanillas as a surprise guest rocked the festivities. Plenty of booze courtesy of Nina and Ary. Nina and Victor needed a room for sure, but hey, these crazy drunken horny kids are a riot. Ary was a lot of fun and working out has done wonders for her. I drank, took pictures, slammed my face against a mic stand while I found myself in the pit taking pictures. No harm there. I'm fucking resilient after all those years slamdancing. Managed to scream some lyrics into a mic in La Experiencia's set. Saw some people I haven't seen in a while and all in all, it was great. Some pics might be uploaded today. Check the sites for details. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
In other news, I don't expect anything from the person I'm seeing these days. I knew from the beginning this wouldn't last and the least I need now is relationship blues so I just move on and continue with my life. If she's around fine. If not, there's always someone who'll eventually show up, isn't there? ;)
Ben Raino came back from a vacation at Mrs. Raino's homeland and brought some pictures. Lovely country. I should go back to Spain one of these days.
In other news, I don't expect anything from the person I'm seeing these days. I knew from the beginning this wouldn't last and the least I need now is relationship blues so I just move on and continue with my life. If she's around fine. If not, there's always someone who'll eventually show up, isn't there? ;)
Ben Raino came back from a vacation at Mrs. Raino's homeland and brought some pictures. Lovely country. I should go back to Spain one of these days.
yesterday was like sunday
i swear to god that yesterday was sunday. so fucking boring and predictable. oh well. btw i put some more pictures on both the sites i store them so check them out.
slax.org
slackware-live linux an excellent linux live cd has change it's name to slax. test driving it as we speak and it's fine. it's too bad that you cannot do a hd install to it. i mean, you can copy the cd to your hard drive and then change lilo.conf but it lacks the ability for it to update like knoppix does. a pity but a good live cd distro anyways. kde and koffice betas and lots more. really cool tool.
uno
So how did it end and how did i welcome it? Among friends. my best friend (20+ years), his girlfriend, her kids and her sister. We drank, watched movies, lit firecrackers and took pictures. It was fun. I felt good and it was much better than the alternative I had planned earlier. Made the usual calls/emails/im's and I want to welcome the new year with a toast by Oscar Wilde:
Champagne to my real friends
real pain to my sham friends.
All the best blessings in this New Years. Because my friends deserve that and more.
Love,
Moi
PD - V. sure knows how to pile up the adjectives. Her recent entry describes me as "the empathic agent of entropy in our universe". I fancied myself a bit of an anarchist, and then there's V's description. Too bad she didn't see any of my live bands. I wonder then what she would've come up with. Now watch me create utter mayhem, chaos and revolutions just wiggling my little left pinky. Because I can, I care and I love you.
Keep in mind that V's descriptions make up the description of this blog. I hope she gets better. In the ex-girlfriends dept. IAO and her rule.
Champagne to my real friends
real pain to my sham friends.
All the best blessings in this New Years. Because my friends deserve that and more.
Love,
Moi
PD - V. sure knows how to pile up the adjectives. Her recent entry describes me as "the empathic agent of entropy in our universe". I fancied myself a bit of an anarchist, and then there's V's description. Too bad she didn't see any of my live bands. I wonder then what she would've come up with. Now watch me create utter mayhem, chaos and revolutions just wiggling my little left pinky. Because I can, I care and I love you.
Keep in mind that V's descriptions make up the description of this blog. I hope she gets better. In the ex-girlfriends dept. IAO and her rule.
i don't love life as much as i should
but i don't hate life either.
(don't ask this just came to my brain)
by the way, happy new year you fucks. i plan to welcome it very much asleep. gonna buy me some tylenol pm's for that purpose unless someone comes up with a better plan.
but i don't hate life either.
(don't ask this just came to my brain)
by the way, happy new year you fucks. i plan to welcome it very much asleep. gonna buy me some tylenol pm's for that purpose unless someone comes up with a better plan.
the dead flag blues
the dead flag blues by godspeed you black emperor!
the car's on fire and there's no driver at the wheel
and the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicides
and a dark wind blows
the government is corrupt
and we're on so many drugs
with the radio on and the curtains drawn
we're trapped in the belly of this horrible machine
and the machine is bleeding to death
the sun has fallen down
and the billboards are all leering
and the flags are all dead at the top of their poles
it went like this:
the buildings tumbled in on themselves
mothers clutching babies picked through the rubble
and pulled out their hair
the skyline was beautiful on fire
all twisted metal stretching upwards
everything washed in a thin orange haze
i said: "kiss me, you're beautiful --
these are truly the last days"
you grabbed my hand and we fell into it like a daydream or a fever
we woke up one morning and fell a little further down --
for sure it's the valley of death
i open up my wallet and it's full of blood
the car's on fire and there's no driver at the wheel
and the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicides
and a dark wind blows
the government is corrupt
and we're on so many drugs
with the radio on and the curtains drawn
we're trapped in the belly of this horrible machine
and the machine is bleeding to death
the sun has fallen down
and the billboards are all leering
and the flags are all dead at the top of their poles
it went like this:
the buildings tumbled in on themselves
mothers clutching babies picked through the rubble
and pulled out their hair
the skyline was beautiful on fire
all twisted metal stretching upwards
everything washed in a thin orange haze
i said: "kiss me, you're beautiful --
these are truly the last days"
you grabbed my hand and we fell into it like a daydream or a fever
we woke up one morning and fell a little further down --
for sure it's the valley of death
i open up my wallet and it's full of blood
drunkenness
right now i'm trying to write something cohesive out of something that does not have any cohesiveness. i needed to get drunk, to let go, to fucking let chaos in. i need this entropy, this recklessness, this state that allows me to be both truthfull and potentially embarassing. i've been wound up tight. to tight. a fucking noose and after drowning round after round of liquid courage, i've found it to be liberating. to be the thing i just needed just to deal with all this nonsense. i might regret writing this words later when i'm more "logical" and "sane". right now, let me indulge myself. i might be coming home alone, but i don't care. i did it. pure fucking catharsis. thanks to my friends for bearing witness. i just wished i didn't spend the night alone....
this winter of my discontent
This winter of my discontent. Taking the good, the bad and the really fucking ugly. I could be worse. Some job prospects, but nothing, really. I'm getting a bit frustrated, but I gotta take the pressure. No choice in the matter, really. If this ain't the worse Christmas I've had in awhile, I don't know what is. Anyway, looking forward to better times ahead, and planning accordingly. Helped my former band manager move in to his new digs. That was a workout and a half. Came home drenched in sweat and exhausted. A cool shower and some sleep afterwards helped a lot. I've lost lots of pounds but I'm considering starting a workout to tone the muscles. That should keep me busy. Anyway tweaking with Linux from a cool app here from my laptop. Knoppix Linux and Debian rule so much it's not funny.
It's one of those days that it's so emotionally bleak for me. Even though I spent quality time with my best friend and helped him around and had lunch with him and his family. That part was good. When I get back to my own reality. So lonely. So bleak. So cold. I guess it's good when you are someone object of lust, affection. When you feel it. Coming down from that it's a bit hard. Broke. Lonely. I wish I could find some substitute. Something to feel the time. When you really want to be with someone just to feel them by your side. To hear them spin their tales, their narratives, to feel their kisses, their warmth, their longing. I wander the streets talking to my self daydreaming about past lovers, what if, making amends, wishing for one last time, one last kiss, one last word. Unfortunately those options are not available. I have to move on. See what tomorrow brings. Hold on.
Shit. Pathetic, innit?
Shit. Pathetic, innit?
required christmas reading
Somebody had the guts to actually say it in print. Here's the real meaning of Christmas. Courtesy of the Ayn Rand foundation. Thanks to Daryl for bringing this to my attention.
Merry Xmas To Friends and Family Who've Stucked Thru Thick and Thin. You're Never Out Of My Thoughts. Thank You. Blessed Be.
Note To Self #858792
Note To Self # 887589-T
The next time you see a female friend of yours high on a self-administered combination of drugs and beers in a nearly comatose state, do not worry and do not take care of her. Leave her to the fucking predators. She might mistake your caring attitude and the fact that you stayed with her all night to make sure she was ok, and then accuse you of taking advantage of her. It's not your business. After all, she was the one who took the drugs and drank the beer, right? Why should you bother? Why should you take care of her and tell her exactly what happened when she lost consciousness when she can later accuse you of doing something you wouldn't even consider doing? Even though you've taken care of lots of your other female friends and looked after them and hell, even their husbands trust you to go out with them. Oh no, you behave decently towards this person and the next thing you know, she might start accussing you of things you didn't do? Fuck it, next time I see this person passed out, leave her there. Don't bother. Let the fucking predators take her and do whatever they want with her. This person needs to grow the fuck up. I won't have anything to do with her. I've never ever in my life been treated with such disrespect. Such mistrust. Fuck!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well, that's what you get when you behave like a decent human being.
BTW Merry Xmas. I reckon this is my xmas present. Fuck!
The next time you see a female friend of yours high on a self-administered combination of drugs and beers in a nearly comatose state, do not worry and do not take care of her. Leave her to the fucking predators. She might mistake your caring attitude and the fact that you stayed with her all night to make sure she was ok, and then accuse you of taking advantage of her. It's not your business. After all, she was the one who took the drugs and drank the beer, right? Why should you bother? Why should you take care of her and tell her exactly what happened when she lost consciousness when she can later accuse you of doing something you wouldn't even consider doing? Even though you've taken care of lots of your other female friends and looked after them and hell, even their husbands trust you to go out with them. Oh no, you behave decently towards this person and the next thing you know, she might start accussing you of things you didn't do? Fuck it, next time I see this person passed out, leave her there. Don't bother. Let the fucking predators take her and do whatever they want with her. This person needs to grow the fuck up. I won't have anything to do with her. I've never ever in my life been treated with such disrespect. Such mistrust. Fuck!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well, that's what you get when you behave like a decent human being.
BTW Merry Xmas. I reckon this is my xmas present. Fuck!
music non-stop
Music Doth Soothe Thee Savage Beast. If not for Internet Radio, I'd be dead, or crazy or both. Dub almighty, pumped up trance, industrial, you name it. There to be listened. YAY!!!!!
tell me a beautiful lie
Tell me a beautiful lie
so I can believe it
Sell me the dream
the happy ending
The show
The sweetness of it
so good and light
and high
Ease my fears
Drown my nagging suspicion
Just let me hear that lie once again
So I can bask in it
for a little while
for another moment
so I can believe it
Sell me the dream
the happy ending
The show
The sweetness of it
so good and light
and high
Ease my fears
Drown my nagging suspicion
Just let me hear that lie once again
So I can bask in it
for a little while
for another moment
Saving Citizen Daryl
Please help my friend Daryl realize his dream. I'd stay and fight for change, but Lord knows he's had enough.
what a way to start the week
so it's 1:24 and the calls comes through. the one i knew would come sooner or later with this girl. it doesn't hurt at all, because i knew there was no future. i rode the wave as far as i could. i leave her with a clean conscience.
I Can't Get No Sleep. I Need To Sleep. Sleeping Is Optional.
Sleeping. Ah. Yeah. That. Really Optional these last few days, to be honest.
Had a surreal kinda blast last night at Pulsorock's 6th Anniversary Bash at El Teatro. Great music. Saw a lot of good people and finally got to meet one of the coolest people in the boards there. Actually met others as well.
I've been kinda harsh to the girl I'm seeing, and I apologize. I mean, she's a handle. Friday night I had to take care of her because she did too much of the things that cost you too much, if you know what I mean. Left kinda early and took her to a place so she could get some rest and get sorted. Fortunately it all went well and the next morning I was home. When she came to and I told her all the things that happened we laughed a lot and then we kissed for a long time. That was really cool and a great way to start your day.
I was having breakfast and about to go to bed when Daif called me to install some software in his machine. I went to his stepdad's business, took care of things and I think I might be onto some consulting gig. It took all day and almost missed Saturday night's date with the girl. Watched LOTR:Return Of The King with her and then we talked a lot about personal stuff. It was a nice long deep chat. We won't see each other physically until after Xmas but it was good. I don't know how long this thing will last, but it's interesting to see how things develop.
Had a surreal kinda blast last night at Pulsorock's 6th Anniversary Bash at El Teatro. Great music. Saw a lot of good people and finally got to meet one of the coolest people in the boards there. Actually met others as well.
I've been kinda harsh to the girl I'm seeing, and I apologize. I mean, she's a handle. Friday night I had to take care of her because she did too much of the things that cost you too much, if you know what I mean. Left kinda early and took her to a place so she could get some rest and get sorted. Fortunately it all went well and the next morning I was home. When she came to and I told her all the things that happened we laughed a lot and then we kissed for a long time. That was really cool and a great way to start your day.
I was having breakfast and about to go to bed when Daif called me to install some software in his machine. I went to his stepdad's business, took care of things and I think I might be onto some consulting gig. It took all day and almost missed Saturday night's date with the girl. Watched LOTR:Return Of The King with her and then we talked a lot about personal stuff. It was a nice long deep chat. We won't see each other physically until after Xmas but it was good. I don't know how long this thing will last, but it's interesting to see how things develop.
Last Nite pt 57893839
Last Nite Would Have Been A Little Bit Better, But Then Again...... Pt. 5789349303
For the record I did called the girl three times to see if she wanted to go out. No answer. She finally called 55 mins. later I left for Old San Juan with my friend Revkunin. Her loss.
I didn't manage to go to Santos' b-day bash because the person I was going with wasn't reachable. I did left a message though. Oh well.
Vic Vega and The Caligaris rocked Don Pablo. Looking forward to seeing them again this Saturday at Willie Wanker's Party
DJ Darknel ruled the decks on Lazer. I danced my butt off and the turnout was a bit better than the last time I went.
I drank a bit and was kinda very fucking horny, but dancing took my mind off the pursuit of the females. Anyway I was telling some jokes about it with Mhx, which was cool. Sexual frustration is always a good subject FOR ME TO POOP ON! No, sorry, actually it is a funny subject when you're a bit tipsy.
The Rev and I drove back home and talked a bit about women and it was cool. I hope he gets his girl. I hope I can enjoy whatever I have with this one I'm seeing. I don't think it will last at all, but hey.
Anyway today I got a job interview and later tonight I'll be going to Pulsorock's 6th Anniversary Party and make fun of all those wacky kids, drink, dance, and meet someone of the boards I've been looking forward to meet. Actually some people there are mad at me too and I expect to meet them as well. If one of them gets really stupid and tries to hit me, I'll look forward to that too. It would be very stupid for him to try, and I'm looking forward for him to be that stupid.
Have a great weekend you tossers!
For the record I did called the girl three times to see if she wanted to go out. No answer. She finally called 55 mins. later I left for Old San Juan with my friend Revkunin. Her loss.
I didn't manage to go to Santos' b-day bash because the person I was going with wasn't reachable. I did left a message though. Oh well.
Vic Vega and The Caligaris rocked Don Pablo. Looking forward to seeing them again this Saturday at Willie Wanker's Party
DJ Darknel ruled the decks on Lazer. I danced my butt off and the turnout was a bit better than the last time I went.
I drank a bit and was kinda very fucking horny, but dancing took my mind off the pursuit of the females. Anyway I was telling some jokes about it with Mhx, which was cool. Sexual frustration is always a good subject FOR ME TO POOP ON! No, sorry, actually it is a funny subject when you're a bit tipsy.
The Rev and I drove back home and talked a bit about women and it was cool. I hope he gets his girl. I hope I can enjoy whatever I have with this one I'm seeing. I don't think it will last at all, but hey.
Anyway today I got a job interview and later tonight I'll be going to Pulsorock's 6th Anniversary Party and make fun of all those wacky kids, drink, dance, and meet someone of the boards I've been looking forward to meet. Actually some people there are mad at me too and I expect to meet them as well. If one of them gets really stupid and tries to hit me, I'll look forward to that too. It would be very stupid for him to try, and I'm looking forward for him to be that stupid.
Have a great weekend you tossers!
patience, lack thereof and the return of the king
Patience, Lack Thereof and the Return of The King.
Maybe It's the age difference or it's the fact that I can't seem to trust anyone after what I've been through (except the fling with my ex. that went beautifully), but why do my dealings with this girl are exasperating. Yeah, I take part of the blame in one situation, but I'm not at fault at the rest of them. I don't think this has any kind of future, but let's see what happens. I've got a busy weekend and I plan to enjoy it regardless.
Well LOTR: Return Of The King was wonderfully. If it doesn't get Academy nominations for Viggo Mortensen, Ian McKellen, Elijah Wood, Sean Astin or the guys who played Merry and Pippin, I'll be upset. Peter Jackson's handling of the trilogy was superb. Had a great time. Regina my sister in law sent me a big bottle of Allure by Chanel. Great smelling cologne. Nice nice. Got the dole check sorted out and an interview tomorrow. Wheeeeeeeee!
Ok my favorite films of the year are:
LOTR: Return Of The King
Kill Bill
28 Days Later
Mystic River
Pretty Dirty Things
Ciudad De Deus
They all managed to be pretty interesting, great acting, solid scripts and good directors. Records maybe later.
So here's the schedule for the weekend:
Tonight - Vic Vega and The Caligaris @ Don Pablo, Cummunion at Lazer's, Santos B-Day Bash @ Moorings.
Friday - Pulsorock's 6th Anniversary Party and After Party
Saturday - Willie Wanker's B-Day Bash @ Vampire
Sunday - La Experiencia De Ton~ito Cabanillas live somewhere in Bayamon I think.
So it's the official pre Xmas party weekend. Woot!
Maybe It's the age difference or it's the fact that I can't seem to trust anyone after what I've been through (except the fling with my ex. that went beautifully), but why do my dealings with this girl are exasperating. Yeah, I take part of the blame in one situation, but I'm not at fault at the rest of them. I don't think this has any kind of future, but let's see what happens. I've got a busy weekend and I plan to enjoy it regardless.
Well LOTR: Return Of The King was wonderfully. If it doesn't get Academy nominations for Viggo Mortensen, Ian McKellen, Elijah Wood, Sean Astin or the guys who played Merry and Pippin, I'll be upset. Peter Jackson's handling of the trilogy was superb. Had a great time. Regina my sister in law sent me a big bottle of Allure by Chanel. Great smelling cologne. Nice nice. Got the dole check sorted out and an interview tomorrow. Wheeeeeeeee!
Ok my favorite films of the year are:
LOTR: Return Of The King
Kill Bill
28 Days Later
Mystic River
Pretty Dirty Things
Ciudad De Deus
They all managed to be pretty interesting, great acting, solid scripts and good directors. Records maybe later.
So here's the schedule for the weekend:
Tonight - Vic Vega and The Caligaris @ Don Pablo, Cummunion at Lazer's, Santos B-Day Bash @ Moorings.
Friday - Pulsorock's 6th Anniversary Party and After Party
Saturday - Willie Wanker's B-Day Bash @ Vampire
Sunday - La Experiencia De Ton~ito Cabanillas live somewhere in Bayamon I think.
So it's the official pre Xmas party weekend. Woot!
soledad
un vacio
un hueco adentro
un espacio
que solo llena
tu presencia
tu sonrisa
tus besos
tus caricias
heme aqui
en un mar de gente
y mi interior
vacio
deshabitado
esperando
tu presencia
y extran~ando
tu calor
un hueco adentro
un espacio
que solo llena
tu presencia
tu sonrisa
tus besos
tus caricias
heme aqui
en un mar de gente
y mi interior
vacio
deshabitado
esperando
tu presencia
y extran~ando
tu calor
Talking to some friends online. Writing rants on a friends page. Procastrinating and I have to go to the post office. Aaaaaaah.
The Big Comedown.
I hate weasels. Specially married weasels preying on single women. Specially callous married weasels preying on single women making them believe that they're single. Especially when those single women happen to be my friends. I love smashing their little world to bits. They deserve it because of their hipocrisy, the lies, the bullshit. Especially when the other one learns of it the hard way. Oh well, but that's just me.
The best kind of affairs
The best kind of affairs are the ones when you know it's gonna end. When you know there's no future, but the moments you choose to spend together. When you know there's nothing past what you have. My ex and I had a fling that started on Halloween and ended today. All mature. Professional. Surgical. No hard feelings. We're still friends. We knew what we were getting into and it's peacefully over. I just want her to know that I value her friendship and I wish her the best. Thanks.
Gaaaaaaaah. Ok I'm So Much Better Now
GAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Ok. I'm so much better now.
Emotional rollercoaster rides from love interests aside, yesterday I rehearsed with good ole Revkunin. More tunage and lunch with the guy. Came home wanted to go to a rave and got on the guest list......but........I DIDNT HAVE A FOOKIN RIDE!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAARGH OH THE HUMANITY!!!!!!! Anyway to add some more troubles to the ongoing struggle I typed the wrong command while updating my Linux distro on the laptop and had to reinstall the whole thing and download updates and whatnot. Somehow when I hit apt-get can't get to install gnome, but the rest of it went smoothly. And here we are.
Ok. I think I should sleep or something, right?
On Monday I'll have to deal with more bureaucratic madness regarding my dole check. Got some Xmas bonus money and half of it was spent two days ago, but it's all good.
Ok I really think I should get some sleep.
Emotional rollercoaster rides from love interests aside, yesterday I rehearsed with good ole Revkunin. More tunage and lunch with the guy. Came home wanted to go to a rave and got on the guest list......but........I DIDNT HAVE A FOOKIN RIDE!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAARGH OH THE HUMANITY!!!!!!! Anyway to add some more troubles to the ongoing struggle I typed the wrong command while updating my Linux distro on the laptop and had to reinstall the whole thing and download updates and whatnot. Somehow when I hit apt-get can't get to install gnome, but the rest of it went smoothly. And here we are.
Ok. I think I should sleep or something, right?
On Monday I'll have to deal with more bureaucratic madness regarding my dole check. Got some Xmas bonus money and half of it was spent two days ago, but it's all good.
Ok I really think I should get some sleep.
I wonder what the fuck is wrong with some people, really.
I wonder what the fuck is wrong with some people. Shit, I've heard of moodswings and chemical imbalance, but this girl takes the fucking cake hands down. Again, another silly argument. Fuck off girlie girl. I do not need your shit. Go find someone else and make his life miserable. Just not me sweetie.
I want to apologize to D and Iron. Sorry guys you caught me right after that little fracas and it wouldn't be fair to you to deal with me right then and there. My sincere apologies.
Aside from that saw Ongo and Ricanstruction last night at Bleacher's. Nice place and both bands amazing onstage. Intense.
I want to apologize to D and Iron. Sorry guys you caught me right after that little fracas and it wouldn't be fair to you to deal with me right then and there. My sincere apologies.
Aside from that saw Ongo and Ricanstruction last night at Bleacher's. Nice place and both bands amazing onstage. Intense.
One picture Is Better Than A Thousand Words
Well, the girl that had an argument with me called me and messaged me today to apologize. Glad that she saw the light. It's all good.
In other news, Just Read And Enjoy. Claymates and everyone who follows these American Idol and their assorted clones worldwide can burn in the deepest circle of hell, thank you very much. Triumph rules! Even when he disses my man Phillip Glass.
In other news, Just Read And Enjoy. Claymates and everyone who follows these American Idol and their assorted clones worldwide can burn in the deepest circle of hell, thank you very much. Triumph rules! Even when he disses my man Phillip Glass.
so why am i up posting here anyway?
last night went to two shows. one a tribute to sonic youth made by some friends. i wouldn't say that they actually covered sonic youth. more like a reference point, but it was fun nonetheless. then i met my ex and some friends for an 80's retro gothic kinda party, but someone should tell the promoter/dj that he needs to actually PROMOTE his party in order to get it full of people and that he needs to actually PLAN his DJ set so it has some sense of logic, speed, buids up and whatnot. at least i had fun among friends and then came home and chatted till 6:30 am. so why the fuck am i up posting here? dunno. i guess i can always go back to sleep. adam freeland and k-swing this saturday. if i can somehow accomplish to get some cash, i might go.
I haven't done this in a while so bear with me ok?
You are Rowlf.
You are a loner, and love classical music, You can
play the piano without opposable thumbs. Then
again, you are just a Muppet.
ALSO KNOWN AS:
Ol' Brown Ears
HOBBIES:
Piano playing, punning, fetching.
QUOTE:
"My bark is worse than my bite, and my piano
playing beats 'em both."
FAVORITE MOVIE:
"The Dogfather"
FAVORITE COMPOSER:
Poochini
FAVORITE SONG:
"I've Never Harmed An Onion, So Why Should
They Make Me Cry?"
What Muppet are you?
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"change the things you can
accept the things you can't
learn to know the difference"
- nick nolte as bob montana in "the good thief"
words to live by.
accept the things you can't
learn to know the difference"
- nick nolte as bob montana in "the good thief"
words to live by.
I decided to change the layout. Because I can.
I decided to tell a current love interest to fuck off. Because I can.
Actually she deserved it. I don't have time for her drama and her bullshit. I can have a difference of opinion on a lot of issues with anyone, but I guess my patience with 20 year old drama queens wears pretty thin pretty fast. Next!
BTW, Kelis' "Milkshake" is too hot for words, while Triumph The Insult Comic Dog's latest makes me wanna piss myself laughing. Just watch the video. Reminds me of the good ol' TV FUNHOUSE days. Sick but really funny.
I decided to tell a current love interest to fuck off. Because I can.
Actually she deserved it. I don't have time for her drama and her bullshit. I can have a difference of opinion on a lot of issues with anyone, but I guess my patience with 20 year old drama queens wears pretty thin pretty fast. Next!
BTW, Kelis' "Milkshake" is too hot for words, while Triumph The Insult Comic Dog's latest makes me wanna piss myself laughing. Just watch the video. Reminds me of the good ol' TV FUNHOUSE days. Sick but really funny.
it's weird today. i don't know. sort of sick. paranoid. tired. i don't know. can't pin it down. hopefully, it will pass. if not, i'll deal with it.
all the flesh and all it wants
the oldest dance of them all
my hands all over you
body to body
we give ourselves
to the moment
we throw caution to the wind
leave nothing behind
you're getting high on me
i'm getting drunk on you
it's not everyday
we make love like this
dawn takes me away
unwillingly
we'll meet again
the oldest dance of them all
my hands all over you
body to body
we give ourselves
to the moment
we throw caution to the wind
leave nothing behind
you're getting high on me
i'm getting drunk on you
it's not everyday
we make love like this
dawn takes me away
unwillingly
we'll meet again
There are things in this life I can't change and I have to accept them.
There are things in this life I can't accept and I strive to change them.
This year has been a nice litle rollercoaster ride, not unlike the last. I've loved. I've lived. I've gone thru hell and highwater. I've met some wonderful people. I've got rid of some ugly people. I've been hurt and I've got the scars to prove it. I 've had time to lick my wounds, to cry, to grieve the loss and the betrayal. I'm still here. I'm still standing. The Japanese have a saying: all debts whether of gratitude or vengeance, must be repaid. They're being paid as we speak. Some earlier than others. I'm grateful for those who are around after all this time, and all this crap. Thank you.
There are things in this life I can't accept and I strive to change them.
This year has been a nice litle rollercoaster ride, not unlike the last. I've loved. I've lived. I've gone thru hell and highwater. I've met some wonderful people. I've got rid of some ugly people. I've been hurt and I've got the scars to prove it. I 've had time to lick my wounds, to cry, to grieve the loss and the betrayal. I'm still here. I'm still standing. The Japanese have a saying: all debts whether of gratitude or vengeance, must be repaid. They're being paid as we speak. Some earlier than others. I'm grateful for those who are around after all this time, and all this crap. Thank you.
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